i haven't quite figured out just how to do it all. but i always try. there are many roles to play...mother, lover, friend, employee, business owner, housekeeper, artist, and the list goes on...
for some reason i keep thinking life will eventually slow down and all of the things i've been wanting to do will finally be possible. but the one thing i keep realizing is that the older i get, the faster time goes, and the more stuff accumulates on my plate.
and now, here i am with a man with the same dreams and hopes and visions by my side, and we look at each other at end of the day and laugh at our completely crazy, full, nutty and nevertheless wonderful life. and we wonder how we are ever going to get to it; the life we are craving to live.
but then, perhaps this is it. perhaps this is an entire accumulation of everything we want, hope for, and need. and perhaps it's just all spread out into bits and pieces so that we can do it all and more.
tonight we will dream and hope, figuring out how to squeeze just a little bit more in while still remembering to breathe through all that we already have.
i guess that's life. and well, we are pretty lucky, indeed.
